Fallen

I find that human relationships are really fragile and sometimes, insignificant. Friends can turn into enemies, couples can break up, family members can turn upon each other. Recently, a series of unfortunate events happen at work. This episode made me realize that I am too naive and gullible with people. Instead of calling myself an optimist, I think i am just plain gullible....

I am at the lowest point at my life yet.... Perhaps if someone were to ask me, I might elaborate why... Then again, nobody around me seems to care, even they claim they do....

I can no longer not look at life without melancholy. As the lyrics from the Music of the Night goes,:


" Turn your face away
from the garish light of day,
turn your thoughts away
from cold, unfeeling light ~"

Indeed, I have nothing but scorn for the light. How i wish i could just close my eyes and not open them once more.... I'm weary and exhausted....